This week has basically kicked my ass. And today will possibly be the worst of that ass kicking. Between house stuff, job stuff and a damn snow storm messing up everything, I just want to go home, crawl into bed and stay there for a few days. I'm trying to not let all of the stress build up- but it's not really working. In fact, I just really feel like this.
All this crap going crazy at once is really not solid for my mental health. The queen of sleep (there is a reason one of my husband's nicknames for me is Sleep-ador) can't sleep. I'm exhausted, yet I can't sleep because I am constantly thinking of all the things that could potentially go wrong with our inspection or what I have to remember to do at work tomorrow or what we're making for dinner or that I can't forget to buy the ingredients for buffalo chicken dip for a family party, or oh shit, I really need to clean the apartment because my parents are staying with us this weekend.
Which means I was wide awake for at least an hour or two in the middle of the night last night. Yet still woke up before my alarm, because OMG SO MUCH TO DO.
So for now, please just bear with me. (And yes, I had to Google whether that phrase was "bear" or "bare." And I'm glad I did....because Bare with me is actually an invitation to get naked together. And that's not what I'm trying to say. That's awkward). Hopefully thing's will slow down soon.
