And I have been busting my ass. Working so hard in a job that I don't always love. Scrimping and saving money. Having a positive outlook, even when I don't always want to. All of these things should mean that I have confidence in good things happening and not worrying myself sick that something will go wrong.
Why do I let myself worry that something bad is going to happen? Why can't I just be confident that everything will go as we hope?
I wish I knew the answer to these questions. So does my husband. I drive him crazy with my constant worrying. I try to have that positive outlook- but there is always a tiny voice in my brain that tells me something is about to go wrong, especially when it looks like things are going so well.
Who knows if I will ever be able to squash away that voice of negativity. But for now, at least this week, I'm just going to keep praying that everything works out for the best. And keep looking for that silver lining.
Also- as of tomorrow, I will have plenty of open ad spots!! And because I'm staying positive and am in a great mood- 40% off all spots with the code NEWHOUSE.
